Introduction
Exploring Graz as an exchange student, I think it is important to experience local cultural institutions. I made use of a last minute offer for students at Schauspielhaus and watched a production of “My Year of Rest and Relaxation”, based on the novel of the same name by Ottessa Moshfegh.
In my experience Graz is a lively cultural center with loads of theatrical institutions. Everywhere in the city posters of new plays are posted and I regularly witness people cueing at the ticket office. As a UNESCO World Heritage Site and former European Capital of Culture (2003), Graz offers an impressive mix of historical and modern stages. I felt I had to witness at least one (if not a few more) plays at Schauspielhaus Graz. In this blog post, I’ll share my reflections on the play.
The Novel
Ottessa Moshfegh’s novel, published in 2018, tells the story of a young woman (26) in the early 2000s who suffers from inner emptiness and depression, despite external privileges such as beauty, education and wealth. She also struggles with the passing of her parents. She decides to put herself into a self-imposed “hibernation” for a year with the help of pills in order to escape the struggles and noise of the modern world.
Sleep felt productive. Something was getting sorted out. I knew in my heart—this was, perhaps, the only thing my heart knew back then—that when I’d slept enough, I’d be okay. I’d be renewed, reborn. I would be a whole new person, every one of my cells regenerated enough times that the old cells were just distant, foggy memories. My past life would be but a dream, and I could start over without regrets, bolstered by the bliss and serenity that I would have accumulated in my year of rest and relaxation.
― Ottessa Moshfegh, My Year of Rest and Relaxation
The production
As I enter the Schauspielhaus Graz, there are a lot of people shuffling about the foyer. It is a lively atmosphere. Even though the themes of the novel are quite dark, the audience seems to be eager and excited to watch the story unfold. The story of a young woman who wants to retreat into a drug-induced sleep for a year drew my attention – but I kept wondering how do you bring sleep and inner retreat to the stage? While the audience enters the theater hall actors are already on stage, anticipating the start of the play. One of the actors, playing the role of the main characters dog, moves about the stage barking. It is clear from the very first scenes that the production makes great use of surreal dream worlds. The main character seems like a sleepwalking observer of her own life. In contrast to the main character, other characters like her therapist, her ex-boss and her mother seem even more dramatic, over-the-top and demanding. The Surrealism connects throughout the play and is especially displayed in the stage design and lighting atmosphere. The protagonist’s thoughts were staged using projections, songs and sound design. Her inner retreat leaves a lot of questions and the scenes are not connected in a way that I am used to.
Reflection
After the performance, I left the theater with mixed feelings. The production was bolder than I had expected – weirder, more graphic, more surreal. But that’s exactly why I chose it as an IMPULSE for this research blog. The story surprised me, irritated me and stayed in my head. All the while showcased in a beautifully designed aesthetic setting.
Additionally the production made use of techniques we are currently learning at FH, such as projection mapping. Projections and scene lighting made it possible to visualize inner conflicts, states of awake and asleep, as well as the desire for alienation and the search for a way out of one’s own reality.
I feel like the discussed themes such as radical denial, escapism, social criticism, depression, mental health and self-discovery inspired me for future projects. The exploration of mental health was powerful. Addiction to medication as escapism was not romanticized, but shown as a downward spiral. How often in our hectic world and performance society do we ignore our need for calm and for a ‚reset‘? And how dangerous can this need become when it turns into complete isolation?
When I think about the play, I am left with a feeling of unease – but also the realization that theater should do exactly that: challenge, disturb and have a lasting effect.
Links
https://schauspielhaus-graz.buehnen-graz.com/produktion/mein-jahr-der-ruhe-und-entspannung